Today was one of the hardest days of my life Tabby's funeral. I wouldn't of been able to get through it with out my girls, Kaleigh, Clara, Alisha, Hailey, & Samantha. They are my rocks. But before the service even began the news channel showed up and interviewed Tabby's parents and Our bowling coach Brenda with us bowlers right behind her and it was really hard to stand there knowing that were about to say goodbye to Tabby.
During Tabby's funeral we all held hands and comforted each other. The whole time in my head the vision of her on the news back in May of her saying "I Don't Wanna Die" replayed in my head over and over again. But I think the worst thing was every time Chad (Tabby's fiance) cried harder it made me cry even harder. I really broke down when we were seeing her body for the last time. I Wrote Tabby a letter the night before and i slipped it in her hands before they closed her casket.
We were all outside after the service and Riley was there and me and Riley have had our issues and today it felt like all those issues vanished when she came over to me and hugged me and told me that everything was gonna be alright. That really meant alot coming from her.
At the burial I didn't cry as much as I did in the service. But it was hard knowing that I'll never get to see her smiling face anymore. But I know she's in a better place and shes not suffering anymore makes me feel a little better but it still hurts.
After the service and burial we as in the team family went out to eat and it was good to spend time with the team I just wish Tabby was with us but I know she was with us in spirit.
God Please Please Take Care Of Tabby We Love Her So Much Our Beautiful Angel!
I think that was beautiful Courtney and Tabby's funeral was absolutely gorgeous today. I am so glad that Riley and you were able to abolish your issues btw.- Tyler
ReplyDeleteThanks Tyler I'm Glad We Were Able To Abolish Our Issues Too.
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